Shields are like clothes: the first thing to come off. Armor is like a penis: works better when hardened. Structure is like a vagina, once you're in it ... you're fucked!
I support Broadcast4Reps wholeheartedly. I knew few people that went to depression and lost them before I even had the chance to talk. You can end your own suffering, but you will then cause suffering to people aound you. It is NOT worth it. You are not ALONE.
Attemded to my first 2016 FF to celebrate my decade of Eve. Went to following Eve-related events: 2017 FF Eve-Vegas 2017 Eve NE 2018 2022 FF 2023 FF