Every day I wake in agony. Encumbered with blissful echoes of my past . Years fade by without a care or thought of my own existence. I can't help but wonder how different my life, my soul, could have been. There was a time, when I began to noticed my transformation. The ones that cared for me pleaded, and begged me to reconsider. However I already made my decision to embrace my destiny. I formed my symbiotic bond with the darkness. Regrettably what I failed to realize, those that I would burn for, are now forgotten. I no longer feel love, compassion, or belonging. I'm alone with nothing other than my hate, anger, and fear to sate my desires. I have become abhor with myself for what I had done; worst of all, I can't regress. My soul is imprisoned for all eternity, condemned within the abyss. I torment myself with the reverent of my past. while my soul burns in the remembrance of time spent. The pain is interminable, and unforgiving. When shall I be free......