Ever since my house burned down I see the moon more clearly. I gazed upon all the Edens that have fallen in me. I saw Edens that I had held in my hands, but let go. I saw promises I did not keep, Pains I did not soothe, Wounds I did not heal, Tears I did not shed, I saw deaths I did not mourn, Prayers I did not answer, Doors I did not open, Doors I did not close, Lovers I left behind, And dreams I did not live. I saw all that was offered to me, that I could not accept. I saw the letters I wished for, but never received. I saw all that could have been, but never will be.